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Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

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Alright, I have several forms of protection spells, but we need to decide what we're going to do and soon, the next full moon is coming. One of the spells requires the eve of the full moon, which is April 4. I think it can be made to last, but we need to get together to plan it. We also need to get documented interviews done, so we know what to expect. I'm still trying to find something that will help us find what we're looking for.
*List of supplies needed:
1 candle for each person involved (your choice in color)
3 white candles
6 black candles
1 very big candle
Sage incense
Any glass jar with a lid( one for each person)
Sharp object (anything you find around the house)
Flower petals (preferably those given as a gift)
If you find any of these things around your house or know where I can find a spray to remove candle wax from a mold without destroying the candle, let me know. I'll bring the spells tomorrowrow.

*Note: The Dittany of Crete, according to some folklore, will allow some spirits to be seen in the smoke, worth a shot.
I've done my part of this adventure; just tell me when and where.

Hi!!!!
I’ll do a quick update on mad mad house then do the more important stuff. Last Thursday in the house, the alts kicked out Brent (excellent) and this passed Thursday, they kicked out bonnie (*tear*). Last Thursday marked the beginning of tnt (Thursday night tradition)- going out to eat then to Peter’s house to watch mad mad house. Anyway, the more important stuff. I recently (today) joined the foundation of paranormal research(click here ). It has some good informtion on ghosts, but sucks on actual information on cryptozoology. It also has a list of some things to remember and equipment needed. I think it would be a good idea to get as few people to go as possible, so if you feel the least bit unconfortable don’t go. This all depends on if we actually do it, but I’ve been working on spells and finding herbs and things that should help us in not only protection, but in seeing anything paranormal for if we do go. The following information will help in our search (those who wish to come with):
Best days: Tuesday or Saturday
Moon Phase: Full Moon, waning moon
Colors: white, yellow, or black
Numbers: 2,7, or 8
Crystal: Diamond, Citrine, or Lapis Lazuli
Non-crystal: Jade, Topaz
Herbs: Dittany of Crete, Sandalwood (I have incense and burning oil)
*Note on Dittany of Crete: I don’t have anything like it around my house. If you find some, let me know.

I’m trying to find a way to make it so they can be seen, but we don’t get attacked. I’ll keep you updated on it.
As of now, I have a spell for emergency extra protection.
That's all for now. Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!! Peace!

LAME PHRASE OF THE DAY:"Don't snap at me." my mom

this has got to be the most i've ever updated in a short amount of time. anyway, my parents are redoing my bathroom. emphasis going on my because i have no say in it except to say gee that looks fine. everything i wanted has been slowly taken out, they won't make little clouds as a border or diamond shapes on the floor, those are the only things that i requested after they showed me everything. the phrase above came at midnight, so it counts for today. it came after i stepped on the pointed end of the hammer and complained that i couldn't see where i was going. that's everything i have to say for now. Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!

LAME PHRASE OF THE DAY: " You're spending too much time with your friends." my dad

i'll start with mad mad house then i'll explain above phrase. this mad mad house had a wiccan ritual to be released of the things that bring fear or anger. only two people didn't get involved (loana and brent). i hope they get kicked off soon. my personal favorite right now is bonnie, she's such a cool old lady, despite the fact that she didn't get involved in the change. the one this time was a matching game with naked people. under a loin clothe of a bunch of different people, men and women, was a random veggie/fruit and the people had to find the pairs. anyway, going on to the elimination, kelly, the extremely emotional chick who lived in a convent was taken out, and she cried all the way out.

now on to the lame phrase, after the lunch and dropping quita off at her job, i went to my mom's job to alphabetize files. my mom yells at me because she was expecting me to be there at like 2:00, then she has me call my dad because he was looking for me for some reason, and when i told them where i was, the phrase at the beginning of this entry was said. i get home and he yells at me some more, saying to take a cell phone and blah, blah, blah. i think i'll try to have a new lame phrase every time i update.
that's all for now. Blessed be !!!!!!!Peace!

THIS IS THE LETTER SENT TO MY MOM'S OFFICE WITH MY THOUGHTS IN (Bold)

Nilsa & Manny (my parents),
Ivette came to my office today and refused to participate in her therapy session. She also refused to accept she has problems to work on (I never said that, in fact I said the opposite) and would not speak or answer questions (I answered the questions, just not how she wanted them to be).
She's been told that she has to take responsibility for her therapy sessions and come prepared to work on her issues. Since her choice is not to do that, we cannot proceed with therapy.
I told Ivette that if she decides in the future to take responsibility for herself and her part in her problems, she is welcomed to resume her therapy(I NOT going back to her after the stuff she told me). I have cancelled all her appointments.
If you decide to intervene and insist she participate in therapy, please call me to discuss this. I am naturally very concerned about Ivette( she wouldn't have cancelled the sessions if she really thought that). She's a troubled young woman with tremendous unresolved conflict. It is against my recommendation that she is refusing to receive therapy. ( I didn't say to cancel anything, she did it on her own)
Please feel free to call me anytime to discuss this situation.
Sincerely,
Mary Ellen Connett
Read the previous entry to find out want this is about.

I'M FREE! I'M FREE!
Not only am i free, i annoyed a therapist to the point she said "enough, i'm not playing these games, i'm canceling your sessions goodbye." the thing is i was never playing with her, in fact i was so serious with her i didn't know what to say, so i was a little insulted by the game thing, she just can't handle silence, she's normal. i'll start at the beginning. i went in and asked her,"why am i here by myself? why aren't there more sessions with me and my parents or just them by themselves?" she somehow took it to mean i was insulting her way of doing things and about kicked me out then, so i had to rephrase the question, being a bit more sensitive to her feelings. then, when she wanted to get started, i had nothing to talk about. she asked me questions that i thought were retorical, so i asked her one or two back("do you have problems?") so she said she's not playing and said that it was against her recommendation, but she's canceling. i was shocked at first, then she asked her final question, "are you suicidal?" I was never so happy to be out of a place, however my mom just called a couple of minutes ago asking what happens which means that bitch waited till i left to call her in addition to mailing out a letter. i'm not going back!!!!!!!!!!!

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i'll do the other two from peter's site later. i have to make dinner.
Blessed be!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!

I’m back from the trip to my brother’s house. I’ll start off with the bad stuff. My brother, robby, had either a stomach virus or the first stages of appendicitis, whichever he was sick as a dog. He still went places with us and he was cool for a few hours on Saturday. Anyway, after leaving his house, my dad drove and my mom and I fell asleep. When we woke up we were a couple of hours away from Savannah. He wanted to go to the beach, no prob. We get there and discover that no dogs were allowed on the beach. poor fluffy, she’s never seen the ocean*tear*. So we drive back to Columbus and get lost. Instead of making a right, my dad goes straight, then instead of admitting he was wrong and making a U-turn, he says “I’ve been through here before.” It was Butler, but we discovered that there was another way home by going through Buena Vista and Cusseta, only after my dad did a U-turn to go through a different road, but he couldn’t the same motion a half an hour before. Instead of getting home at 2:00, we got home at 8:00.
Now for the good stuff. My brother took the family to the mall, where I got to go into a hot topic, a nice size one, bigger than what’s gonna be a Peachtree. After that my brother pointed me to Walden books, better than the one at Peachtree. On the second floor on this Walden books was a wall of manga in English for one complete wall and spanish on the other. They had Fake 1-6, Demon Diary 1-6, Pet Shop of Horrors 1-5, Confidential Confessions 1-3 and Gravitation 1-4. I only had enough time to read Gravitation and Demon Diary. Shuichi cross dresses in Gravitation, but that’s all I’m gonna say about that.

ok, first block is basically a free day. i'm number twelve in senior project presentations, i go next tuesday, not bad. anyway, last night i got to watch two shows i've not seen before, mad mad house and straight plan for the gay man. i'll start with straight plan, it's a show for gay men who want to pass as straight, so these five straight men and take away all the fashion sense that the guy has, replacing it with a surprising new look and a place to match. it was very interesting. then there's mad mad house, my reality show! from now on i'm doing a weekly thing on it. Starting with the main people of the show, the 5 alts. There's Art, a modern primitive(tattoos and piercings and hanging from the ceiling fun), Fiona, a witch(i own one of her books!!!!!), Avocado, a naturist ( he wants to get as close as possible to nature), and Ta'shia, a voodoo priestess(she got the people involved in a ritual and some people cried) Then there's Don, a vampire. He is the focus of the first challenge. The guests had to jump into a fountain of blood and get either a cross, a bat, or a garlic clove and throw it into the urn of the person they don't want to win. Lots of bloody fun. Now for the guests I'll just list them and bold the person who got kicked off. it is important to notice that all of them are conservative to some extent. bonnie(the old lady), brent(wishes everybody was christian), eric, hamin, jamie, kelly(extremely emotional and live in a convent), loana, nichole, noel(asshole), and tim(prude).

evade- to escape from by skill, cunning, deception, etc.; to find a way of getting out of something; to be too difficult, puzzling, or baffling
does any of that describe me? the therapist says i'm an evasive person, am i? i don't think i am, therefore i am not. i think it's because i don't answer her questions as she likes them to be. it is possible to just not know, right? she says i'm a contradiction because of things that are perfectly logical. should i really be thinking of other things, especially heavy things, while i'm driving? those of you that have been on the passenger side while i drive know that answer, so why think on anything but road, music(maybe), and getting to the place on time. so that's how i ended my saturday, thinking about and accepting my contradiction self.

special note:my blog will be changed any day now, even if i have to do it myself. so if something funky happens, you know why.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!

i have enough time to give a very scary college update. my parents want to by me a house near GSU so that i can become a landlord and rent out rooms to people. i think they have another motive, but i don't know what. i would make sure the rooms were filled at all times, so there won't be any room for them there. i think i'm gonna refuse their offer, i want to be in the mix at school and am excited about going to the international dorm. anyway, i went to see the passion of the christ. if you want to see it for the plot or to examine the stuff, don't, the plot is simple and to the point. however, the movie battle royal and the first two episodes of fruits basket. both awesome!!
i'm gonna be late for an appointment, so i'll write more later.
Blessed Be!!!!!Peace!

Hi!!!!!
i just finish unhooking the ps2 so that the japanese club doesn't have the same problem as we did today. no dvd player to watch the movie. anyway, i just got home and got a letter from georgia southern saying that i'm excepted. instead of working and saving money as i planned, i'm traveling the entire summer to fill in some obligations that i didn't even know i made. i have to drive my sis-in-law back to north carolina if my bro is still in kuwait(if he's here, i'm just driving with them any way),and help them around the house, then i'm driving to new jersey to spend time with other family, then i'm going back to north carolina just in time for the baby's birth. it'll be fun, i just have to organize so i can help everybody with their college move.
in other news, what are we doing for anti-prom and graduation? It's coming up fast.
Blessed Be!!!! Peace!




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Which Evil Criminal are You?
awesome criminal- killed 600 women in search of immortality. quasi-vampiric she bathed in it instead of drinking!
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Hello!!!
Technology hasn't been my friend today(the phone hung up on its own and computer documents have been deleted), so i'll be brief)
Yesterday- another therapy session, and that is annoying me. I told her some information a couple sessions back and she claims I never told her any of it, so I had to tell her again, but I know I told her because her nonchalantness about it annoyed me. Now I discover she's probably playing tic-tac-toe by herself while I speak. Damn it, if you're making me speak, listen! Anyway, moving backwards in time, my mom made my go work for her as part of my payment. I have to reverse alphabetize all of the closed files and, when that 's over with, I have to add the newer closed files. On Sunday, I did nothing. Saturday was the best day of the weekend. FLAG competition!!!!!! I got this one sentence down as i walked into the building. The CHS Japanese group talked to random people in Japanese, just for kicks. Afterward i bought peter pizza at the mall. i went home and slept the rest of the day away.
future news: my brother named my the godmother of their first baby and said that i will be named guardian in the will if anything should happen to them. the only thing that sucks is that they want to have four of five kids and i'd get all of them. i pray nothing happens to them, seriously, the thought of going from 0 to 5 scares me and even my so if something bizarre happens and i already have kid. Poor children!
(Note for J username= ivetheimp)
If you guys have anything to say to me, my email addresses are ivetheimp@hotmail.com/aol.com or vechernaya@yahoo.com. The comment box is being stubborn with me right now, oh well.
That's all for now. Blessed be! Peace!

Hello!!
I'm in the school library waiting for my turn with sensei. Peter was reading over my shoulder, but is now giving advice to the younger students. FLAG!!! Details about the results to come later. Hopefully I'll get a superior again. Then I can help with Japan Bowl. It was fun to hang out with the JB people after school last year, but the competitions are going on at different times, but I will still come and learn.
Anyway, outside of school, my therapist told my parents that I might have been molested or abused as a child. Bitch. i don't want to be involved in this and am lying as much as possible about things getting better so they will leave me alone, it's not working as well as i hoping. That's enough for now.
(Sidenote: Johnathan is working on my blog template, so it should be changing sometime soon:)

Hello!
I'm back from a college visit at Georgia Southern. Right now i'm watching Pet Shop Of Horrors, it's not exactly like the manga in terms of order of the stories shown, but it's nice. The only problem is that the bunnies don't take over the city. As for my trip, the campus is very nice and there is a whole bunch of stores and such in the area. I like it, now if i can just get in. If i get accepted then i'll try for the international students dorm. I'll get to hang out with the exchange students from germany, spain and japan!!!!! Hope, hope, hope!!! The ISD is the only dorm for incoming students that's actually an apartment with a kitchen, so i don't have to get a meal plan. The finantial information given was the same thing given by mrs. sheperd, so there was no point in doing that, but my mom made me sit through it anyway. The only thing that bothered me came right before and right after the open house. My parents couldn't find the place and were about to leave for Savannah, much annoying to me, but found the sign right before we left the area. Then on the way back, we got lost a couple of time, not on the way there, but back. Anyway, that's my trip. Blessed be! Peace
(Sidenote to Peter" Is Count D suppose to have two different color eyes?)

Warning: I got shit to get off my chest
There are things in this life that just piss me the fuck off. Explanation- I have to type a paper about something that I feel is unjust or unfair. As I have been following this election, mostly because I'm voting(as is everybody else, even if I have to drag you by your ears damn it!!) and don't want to put in a total jack ass, I felt doing one that is a thing in the election this year would be app. Brittany Sansbury almost took my idea, but she was transferred to another class, so I took it back. My decision-gay marriages in the United States. For days after the assignment was given, I still mulled over the idea, thinking about doing something else, something not so controversial. This past Saturday made the decision for me. An article on the back of the Ledger talked about adding an amendment to the Georgia Constitution, maybe even the US Constitution, banning gay civil unions(translation: if you're gay and your partner becomes a vegetable, you can't do shit- you could have known that person for 30 years, but, in the eyes of the law, you might as well be a stranger !! )Upon reading this I actually got out of an emotional void I'd been trapped in for about a week- End of Explanation.
I wonder how old the people surveyed are and where they're from. A poll said that 61% of people polled in who knows where agree with doing this. So I want to know from anybody who reads this, is this polling accurate? Spread the question around! Am I the only one who feels that any bastard who votes this into effect is helping to deny a basic freedom(look it up- amendment 9- you can't deny one group of people w/out denying the others, which is why they are trying to amend the constitution) and is heterosexist(actual word!!! A person who's not homophobic but seeks to deny homosexuals right because they are an inferior person- kind of like a sexist or racist)
I'm shutting up now so my eye can stop twitching. Just ending with this: opinions are assholes and everybody's got one, but nobody, NOBODY, is telling me or my friends or even my enemies who they can or can't fall in love with!!!

Hi!!!!!!!!!
I can do a partial update , finally! I was grounded for two weeks, but most of the things my parents said i couldn't do were taken back within the first few hours. The rest were taken back by Saturday, unfortunately, it happened when there wasn't much time left to have much fun. It doesn't matter. I haven't been feeling much of anything since the family session a week ago. My parents think i'm becoming more involved and telling the family more, but all i tell them is stuff and names they should've already known. They're either good actors or horrible listeners.
Going backward in time. I think Fluffy was tapped by a moving vehicle, not hard enough to do major damage, but she now refuses to leave the backyard, and was limping for a bit. A little bit furthre back, to New Years. I hate New Years almost as much as I hate x-mas. I used to be able to partake in the ceremonial drinking of wine at midnight(since i was 12), but, because my uncle came, i was lucky to get champagne. They didn't even let me touch the sparkling grape juice. i'm not allowed to practice mixing drinks anymore either.
Enough with the past. My brother is suppose to come down this weekend. My mom is having me go shopping with her and Jenna(bro's wife) for maternity clothes and baby stuff. In march, my parents are going to Texas for military reasons, while i'm stuck here. They were going to send me to my uncle's for the week, but i became a total bitch so they asked the neighbor. They, for some reason, refuse to let me stay with any friends. No matter.
The bell's about to ring, so I must go.
Blessed Be!!Peace!

Hi!!!
I'm sorry it's taking so long to update, but you will have to wait until I have free time and internet connection at my house!!!

I hate Christmas oh so much! It always leaves me feeling lonely and a materialistic bitch. I barely got one thing that I wanted, a 4 item list and the one thing they tried to get is useless at the moment. I put clothes on my damn list, no clothes this year. The night before X-mas Eve I was up till 3 in the morning baking and cleaning. I tried to do a new choco-chip cookie recipe, they came out flat w/ the choco-chips in the center, man they teased me for it. "She usually does so good," said my mom," They look like Fluffy's puke." Everybody ate the puke-looking mush, dubbed cookie mush, in fact it was the most popular dessert of the four I made. That didn't stop them from bugging me about it and asking what happen like I've baked perfectly from the very first time i put something in the oven.

Why else should I hate X-mas? it comes and everything is built up to it for months, then at midnight, it disappears and, w/my family, everybody goes their way like it never really happened. anybody know how deppressing it is to sit amonst torn up wrapping paper alone in a room wondering where everybody went or if some one will play the new game with you or get yelled at to clean the house the very same day? that's me most years. well i hope my thoughts haven't brought any of the few who read this blog down( and i know very few people do). if so, forget you read it and enjoy the holiday.

*Laughter*
Hi!!!!!
I fell asleep a four o'clock this morning, My Dad woke me up at five, I fell back asleep and woke up at 8:30. I feel the most relax and awake since the year began. What's to say about my silent celebration? I cleaned a lot. I had the urge to and did, pretty sad. Then, after my dad woke me up, I had a very long dream about the life of two people I've never met before. It was kinda like an episode of 20/20, the two people, a boy around 9 or 10 and a teenage girl(15 or 16) were killed somehow and I watched their life stories. The girl was going to be a flamingo dancer and the boy was just an ordinary, fun-loving boy, both of them were from European countries.
Anyway, I recently came back inside from talking to Jamie and DJ. We filled each other in on plans for Christmas and New Years, I wish I could invite them over, but my parents don't approve of them and my uncle would have a couple of things to say behind their backs, to which I can do nothing about, "Respect your elders" type thing. However, they approve of everybody else that they have met and are allowing them to come over(hint: I'm locking myself in a room and have no plans to come out until midnight when I can open gifts), but everybody is welcome to stop by*cheesy smile*
Anyway, that's it of my boring life. Blessed Be! Peace!