tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58385532024-03-08T01:34:00.185-05:00Inner VoiceIvettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.comBlogger152125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-10099617785824202582008-04-28T21:33:00.002-05:002008-04-28T21:41:41.431-05:00More time in schoolInstead of getting my masters in education, I think I'm going to look into professional herbalist courses, maybe even become a certified herbalist. Is it legal to use herbs on students? I don't think it's discussed in any book. They talk about drugs, but many herbs aren't considered drugs. Maybe it falls under ethics.The new owners of the restaurant offered me the place for $34,000 cash. I hope/Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-86829449510331572402008-04-10T21:13:00.002-05:002008-04-10T21:30:40.266-05:00Expanding on a clicheI can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but to different paths springs from the exit. One path is still barren, full of dead-looking trees, but has the potential to bloom beautifully if I would just risk it. The other is already blooming and will aways be blooming, but with thorns poking from unknown places and ghosts hovering, watching everything that I do. I can take this path and go in aIvettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-43657575764150588992008-01-06T20:49:00.000-05:002008-01-06T21:09:57.148-05:00Ever look at your bank statement......and realize that the money the bank took out for your PARENTS overdraft protection is the exact amount needed to buy a book? Ever had them swear up and down that they put it back into the account and, when confronted with the fact that there's still no change from the withdrawal, say they put it in the other one?They have too much access to my money for the trust I don't have. I bet they Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-87163944735616903862008-01-02T13:13:00.000-05:002008-01-02T14:04:06.521-05:00of like and loveI've been thinking about the concept of love and like. Why is it that love, which should be the deeper emotion, is given out so easily? Why is it possible to love, but not like?(I love you, but I don't like you.?) One is suppose to love your neighbors, enemies, and all those as you love yourself, but what if you don't like yourself, would that mean you do not love yourself? Would it mean you Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-44447275483135752262007-12-31T11:18:00.000-05:002007-12-31T11:30:26.531-05:00It's New Years EveWhile I'm happy hanging out with family I haven't seen in a year, wish I could go to Atlanta with the group as well.As for Christmas, I went through a bit of pain this year because so many people had say requests in that special way. I would turn it into a business if it wasn't so painful and people didn't have to be so specific that most would say it wrong and only partially get what they want.Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-18236413685693935992007-11-02T19:18:00.000-05:002007-11-02T19:33:48.537-05:00Hope everybody had fun!!!!I thought last years samhain was interesting. It was nowhere close to some of the stuff that went down this year. Damn near running away from Riverwalk and flatrock at night. The riverwalk had a lot more evidence (though orbs are only energy, a bunch of them means something is going on), but flatrock was just bizarre. I want to go back to flatrock soon and try it in a place that's not so noise Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-31707167521838292422007-10-21T18:56:00.000-05:002007-10-21T19:16:15.481-05:00Make your reservations now!With Samhain drawing close, so does my baking marathon. Though I'm annoyed that I won't be allowed to bake for Thanksgiving, I'll be baking for Yule. The first batch of pumpkin bread comes out on Saturday(3 loaves, claim 1 now). I think I'm going to try a pumpkin roll for Yule, along with a chocolate espresso cheesecake, and maybe red velvet cake. Why am I making plans right now, 2 months in Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-61105416809913846182007-10-15T19:53:00.000-05:002007-10-15T20:58:16.112-05:00An update. yep an update.So my dad went to Miami for the week and for some reason bugs are just coming from everywhere to the house. I laugh my ass off about it, especially the giant roach that just crawled into the house when Fluffy walked in a half hour ago. Seeing my mom chase a roach with a big container of poison(it's suppose to be outside use only, but we ventilated) was amusing.I was thinking about quiting Imbis Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-64132186715431763802007-08-30T20:50:00.000-05:002007-08-30T21:06:21.537-05:00Such is the worldHow do you tell a person that you had a feeling since last year that a relative probably won't make it the next 2 years?My mom got a phone call a couple of days ago that an Uncle has cancer and it has spread. This is the same uncle that had me worried since last halloween because my grandma(who's dead and told me this during a silent supper) told me he wouldn't make it the next year, 2 with someIvettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-10291748766047916002007-08-17T13:02:00.001-05:002007-08-17T13:54:43.059-05:00FrustrationWhat would you do if somebody came to you and asked for help and information that nobody else would give? My cousin came to me wanting to learn about pagan religions. I helped her with research and set up guidelines, making sure that she had to face the stuff most kids would find boring and see that this was not like in the movies. I spoke to her like an equal, but gave her information I thought Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-17959796173919627772007-07-18T20:58:00.000-05:002007-07-18T21:22:33.387-05:00past and future and feelingsI've had really weird dreams and feelings lately. i guess I'll start with the omen. A little less then a month ago a bird flew into the window at the downtown location while I was sweeping outside and died right in front of me. The second I walked in I found out that the downtown would be closed Tuesday, but that didn't feel right, like some more bad news was on the way. As of today, I found out Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-36006540940080331842007-06-30T16:50:00.000-05:002007-06-30T17:33:25.791-05:00...How would you react to a person that either showed up an hour late or didn't show up at all everyday she was on the schedule this past week? How about two people doing that? I was so mad at one of those girls today when she did show up I ended up snapping at her. Starting from the beginning: The girl showed up and hour late(bad), but she called and said she would(OK). She then sliced up doner Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-37775169086968185052007-06-18T15:44:00.000-05:002007-06-18T15:47:32.097-05:00Have you ever......wanted to honk your horn at the car next to you and say "I don't get your license plate. What are you trying to say?" Maybe I'm just dense or something to think that people should be able to figure out the vanity plates.Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-27120144002410265542007-06-16T19:02:00.000-05:002007-06-16T19:34:30.367-05:00What a fucking day...should've just gone home when the person that was suppose to be working with me showed up 15 minutes late then went straight out the back door to make a phone call. I even called the other restaurant thinking that she may have went there. We were locked out of the office, freezer, Italian ice freezer, and coke machine until about11:30. The lighter we use for the fryer died so we had to borrow oneIvettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-75901245161978634862007-05-24T17:43:00.000-05:002007-05-24T18:36:51.150-05:00Tip please... just a small one?Wednesday night was wonderful and I wish it could continue forever and ever as it is my only contact with human life outside of work and home. Monopoly kicks ass!As to the title of the blog, today two large groups(more than 8 people) came in at the same tame and ordered a shit load of food, picky about it too(Philly no onions with unseasoned fries or potatoes cut into small cubes or a salad with Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-34714107507847850282007-05-13T18:11:00.000-05:002007-05-13T19:19:53.156-05:00Grrrrr...I worked 13 hours yesterday. An hour of that time was spent setting up a catering at Jordan High School for a bunch of rich people trying to make themselves feel good because they donated less then 1% of their mass fortunes, which few of them actually made themselves, and they look down on me and the people that came with because we didn't dress in damn near ball gowns. I've never felt like a Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-1484441178538395222007-05-09T16:01:00.000-05:002007-05-09T16:13:18.098-05:00Fuckin' Awesome!!!!Renfest was great. It was nice to see Peter again. The most interesting Friday night I've had outside of work in a while and I was just watching the people make the costumes until all hours of the morning. I finally got my corset and a shit load of weapons.I got home and finished up my bedroom and it's purple and black and spiffy. The black wall is a giant chalkboard, which every visitor must Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-45802648611477846182007-04-27T14:30:00.000-05:002007-04-27T15:23:04.554-05:00Where's the luck?I went to the emergency room yesterday for a steroid shot after an allergic reaction to something, though I don't know what. I figured the usual laundry detergent issue, so I had to buy some new stuff. My spots and hives are gone, but I constantly feel like I have a lump in my throat and the steroid makes me hungry. I'm not allowed into the gust room or my room until everything gets scrubbed out.Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-82805474978963687702007-04-08T14:43:00.000-05:002007-04-08T15:12:45.992-05:00Mom is homeMy mom is doing fine and got out of the hospital on Wednesday. She only stayed in an extra day because she couldn't eat and became dehydrated. They don't know what was wrong exactly, but they are going to do more tests in a few weeks, just to make total sure that everything is back to normal. My brother brought the crew down and has been hanging out for the week. The boys are little firecrackers.Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-34654972834683055742007-03-31T01:24:00.000-05:002007-03-31T01:57:13.444-05:00Damn itMy dad took my mom to the hospital at 10. He called me a half an hour ago to say that they are keeping her in the hospital for 24-48 hours. She was doing fine when I saw her at work, but she came home in pain. I'm sure most people have either seen or felt the pain I saw in her eyes. We've had a lot of issues with each other, a lot of issues, but she's my mom and I feel like I'm watching her fall Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-48048937806357270912007-03-30T14:34:00.000-05:002007-03-30T14:35:38.306-05:00They left me alone for 45 minutes...I start my new job on Monday.Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-91113634288363016262007-03-29T18:08:00.000-05:002007-03-29T18:16:42.184-05:00Gah!Just a quicky to say I got a job. Nobody in the kitchen knows English. Tips are good though and all mine. It's 5 minutes from my house. One girl has mad it her mission to make me speak fluent Spanish. It's during lunch time only for now, but can be switched to dinner on the weekend.I got home and found an offer for another job. Everybody speaks English. The tips are shared. It's in the Columbus Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-5315362655552594582007-03-27T20:14:00.000-05:002007-03-27T20:44:13.963-05:00Why do I bother?I was told to present on Tuesday(today) in English Grammar and determined myself to get ready for anything and everything. The students tend to have a lot of questions. Well I was like, I'm not doing a thing until I knew the chapter, giving up Saturday (nerdcon) and part of Sunday(movie day) to this topic, which shouldn't have been so hard. Articles (yes- a, an, the) should not have so much to Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-16704687956916785432007-03-25T14:37:00.000-05:002007-03-25T15:12:37.720-05:00one day i'll move north- away from the freakish heatFluffy is acting like pup again. I'm glad it wasn't the food issue, her pickiness means that she hates the cuts in gravy food. Her stomach looks better now, too. The medicine is doing wonders which is good, we would've had to put her to sleep if it didn't work.My bro is coming to finish my tattoo next week, which excites me greatly. I was going to get a corset piercing at the same time, but I Ivettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838553.post-46175242045932042532007-03-10T19:58:00.000-05:002007-03-10T20:31:30.129-05:00Paranoia revealedIt's been an eventful day today, starting with midnight. I was brushing Fluffy because of boredom and looked at her stomach to see a strange lump, a weird patch of scabby skin, and bald spot. It was really scary to see and feel and, since it was midnight, I couldn't talk to anybody. I cleaned it up and decided to take her to the vets on Monday. She turned ten in October and I'm paranoid about herIvettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04904464658755181679noreply@blogger.com0