I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but to different paths springs from the exit. One path is still barren, full of dead-looking trees, but has the potential to bloom beautifully if I would just risk it. The other is already blooming and will aways be blooming, but with thorns poking from unknown places and ghosts hovering, watching everything that I do. I can take this path and go in a giant circle to try the other path, but I don't know if I will have the energy to walk down the other way if I wait too long. This day started so exciting, but now I'm just confused. I have a year to decide, but it doesn't feel as far as it sounds.