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Alright, I have several forms of protection spells, but we need to decide what we're going to do and soon, the next full moon is coming. One of the spells requires the eve of the full moon, which is April 4. I think it can be made to last, but we need to get together to plan it. We also need to get documented interviews done, so we know what to expect. I'm still trying to find something that will help us find what we're looking for.
*List of supplies needed:
1 candle for each person involved (your choice in color)
3 white candles
6 black candles
1 very big candle
Sage incense
Any glass jar with a lid( one for each person)
Sharp object (anything you find around the house)
Flower petals (preferably those given as a gift)
If you find any of these things around your house or know where I can find a spray to remove candle wax from a mold without destroying the candle, let me know. I'll bring the spells tomorrowrow.

*Note: The Dittany of Crete, according to some folklore, will allow some spirits to be seen in the smoke, worth a shot.
I've done my part of this adventure; just tell me when and where.


I’ll do a quick update on mad mad house then do the more important stuff. Last Thursday in the house, the alts kicked out Brent (excellent) and this passed Thursday, they kicked out bonnie (*tear*). Last Thursday marked the beginning of tnt (Thursday night tradition)- going out to eat then to Peter’s house to watch mad mad house. Anyway, the more important stuff. I recently (today) joined the foundation of paranormal research(click here ). It has some good informtion on ghosts, but sucks on actual information on cryptozoology. It also has a list of some things to remember and equipment needed. I think it would be a good idea to get as few people to go as possible, so if you feel the least bit unconfortable don’t go. This all depends on if we actually do it, but I’ve been working on spells and finding herbs and things that should help us in not only protection, but in seeing anything paranormal for if we do go. The following information will help in our search (those who wish to come with):
Best days: Tuesday or Saturday
Moon Phase: Full Moon, waning moon
Colors: white, yellow, or black
Numbers: 2,7, or 8
Crystal: Diamond, Citrine, or Lapis Lazuli
Non-crystal: Jade, Topaz
Herbs: Dittany of Crete, Sandalwood (I have incense and burning oil)
*Note on Dittany of Crete: I don’t have anything like it around my house. If you find some, let me know.

I’m trying to find a way to make it so they can be seen, but we don’t get attacked. I’ll keep you updated on it.
As of now, I have a spell for emergency extra protection.
That's all for now. Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!! Peace!


LAME PHRASE OF THE DAY:"Don't snap at me." my mom

this has got to be the most i've ever updated in a short amount of time. anyway, my parents are redoing my bathroom. emphasis going on my because i have no say in it except to say gee that looks fine. everything i wanted has been slowly taken out, they won't make little clouds as a border or diamond shapes on the floor, those are the only things that i requested after they showed me everything. the phrase above came at midnight, so it counts for today. it came after i stepped on the pointed end of the hammer and complained that i couldn't see where i was going. that's everything i have to say for now. Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!


LAME PHRASE OF THE DAY: " You're spending too much time with your friends." my dad

i'll start with mad mad house then i'll explain above phrase. this mad mad house had a wiccan ritual to be released of the things that bring fear or anger. only two people didn't get involved (loana and brent). i hope they get kicked off soon. my personal favorite right now is bonnie, she's such a cool old lady, despite the fact that she didn't get involved in the change. the one this time was a matching game with naked people. under a loin clothe of a bunch of different people, men and women, was a random veggie/fruit and the people had to find the pairs. anyway, going on to the elimination, kelly, the extremely emotional chick who lived in a convent was taken out, and she cried all the way out.

now on to the lame phrase, after the lunch and dropping quita off at her job, i went to my mom's job to alphabetize files. my mom yells at me because she was expecting me to be there at like 2:00, then she has me call my dad because he was looking for me for some reason, and when i told them where i was, the phrase at the beginning of this entry was said. i get home and he yells at me some more, saying to take a cell phone and blah, blah, blah. i think i'll try to have a new lame phrase every time i update.
that's all for now. Blessed be !!!!!!!Peace!



Nilsa & Manny (my parents),
Ivette came to my office today and refused to participate in her therapy session. She also refused to accept she has problems to work on (I never said that, in fact I said the opposite) and would not speak or answer questions (I answered the questions, just not how she wanted them to be).
She's been told that she has to take responsibility for her therapy sessions and come prepared to work on her issues. Since her choice is not to do that, we cannot proceed with therapy.
I told Ivette that if she decides in the future to take responsibility for herself and her part in her problems, she is welcomed to resume her therapy(I NOT going back to her after the stuff she told me). I have cancelled all her appointments.
If you decide to intervene and insist she participate in therapy, please call me to discuss this. I am naturally very concerned about Ivette( she wouldn't have cancelled the sessions if she really thought that). She's a troubled young woman with tremendous unresolved conflict. It is against my recommendation that she is refusing to receive therapy. ( I didn't say to cancel anything, she did it on her own)
Please feel free to call me anytime to discuss this situation.
Mary Ellen Connett
Read the previous entry to find out want this is about.


Not only am i free, i annoyed a therapist to the point she said "enough, i'm not playing these games, i'm canceling your sessions goodbye." the thing is i was never playing with her, in fact i was so serious with her i didn't know what to say, so i was a little insulted by the game thing, she just can't handle silence, she's normal. i'll start at the beginning. i went in and asked her,"why am i here by myself? why aren't there more sessions with me and my parents or just them by themselves?" she somehow took it to mean i was insulting her way of doing things and about kicked me out then, so i had to rephrase the question, being a bit more sensitive to her feelings. then, when she wanted to get started, i had nothing to talk about. she asked me questions that i thought were retorical, so i asked her one or two back("do you have problems?") so she said she's not playing and said that it was against her recommendation, but she's canceling. i was shocked at first, then she asked her final question, "are you suicidal?" I was never so happy to be out of a place, however my mom just called a couple of minutes ago asking what happens which means that bitch waited till i left to call her in addition to mailing out a letter. i'm not going back!!!!!!!!!!!

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i'll do the other two from peter's site later. i have to make dinner.
Blessed be!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!


I’m back from the trip to my brother’s house. I’ll start off with the bad stuff. My brother, robby, had either a stomach virus or the first stages of appendicitis, whichever he was sick as a dog. He still went places with us and he was cool for a few hours on Saturday. Anyway, after leaving his house, my dad drove and my mom and I fell asleep. When we woke up we were a couple of hours away from Savannah. He wanted to go to the beach, no prob. We get there and discover that no dogs were allowed on the beach. poor fluffy, she’s never seen the ocean*tear*. So we drive back to Columbus and get lost. Instead of making a right, my dad goes straight, then instead of admitting he was wrong and making a U-turn, he says “I’ve been through here before.” It was Butler, but we discovered that there was another way home by going through Buena Vista and Cusseta, only after my dad did a U-turn to go through a different road, but he couldn’t the same motion a half an hour before. Instead of getting home at 2:00, we got home at 8:00.
Now for the good stuff. My brother took the family to the mall, where I got to go into a hot topic, a nice size one, bigger than what’s gonna be a Peachtree. After that my brother pointed me to Walden books, better than the one at Peachtree. On the second floor on this Walden books was a wall of manga in English for one complete wall and spanish on the other. They had Fake 1-6, Demon Diary 1-6, Pet Shop of Horrors 1-5, Confidential Confessions 1-3 and Gravitation 1-4. I only had enough time to read Gravitation and Demon Diary. Shuichi cross dresses in Gravitation, but that’s all I’m gonna say about that.


ok, first block is basically a free day. i'm number twelve in senior project presentations, i go next tuesday, not bad. anyway, last night i got to watch two shows i've not seen before, mad mad house and straight plan for the gay man. i'll start with straight plan, it's a show for gay men who want to pass as straight, so these five straight men and take away all the fashion sense that the guy has, replacing it with a surprising new look and a place to match. it was very interesting. then there's mad mad house, my reality show! from now on i'm doing a weekly thing on it. Starting with the main people of the show, the 5 alts. There's Art, a modern primitive(tattoos and piercings and hanging from the ceiling fun), Fiona, a witch(i own one of her books!!!!!), Avocado, a naturist ( he wants to get as close as possible to nature), and Ta'shia, a voodoo priestess(she got the people involved in a ritual and some people cried) Then there's Don, a vampire. He is the focus of the first challenge. The guests had to jump into a fountain of blood and get either a cross, a bat, or a garlic clove and throw it into the urn of the person they don't want to win. Lots of bloody fun. Now for the guests I'll just list them and bold the person who got kicked off. it is important to notice that all of them are conservative to some extent. bonnie(the old lady), brent(wishes everybody was christian), eric, hamin, jamie, kelly(extremely emotional and live in a convent), loana, nichole, noel(asshole), and tim(prude).