Back from my brother's house. Didn't do much, I didn't even get time to be alone with Rob. This was the most annoying because that's when he tells me what he really thinks about everything going on. I know something is bothering him and that's bothering me. It's more than Christian, who's coming any day now, and the animals, he's distant. Maybe I'm reading too much into it.
I'm back to my research of everything supernatural and occult. I need something to fill my days. I feel something brewing, more than college and those changes. It bothers me, so I research other things to keep from thinking about it.::sighs::I don't know what else to do.
I want to go outside to watch the sunset and listen to the coming storm, but my parents are outside working and they will ask too many questions. They think any change in me is cause for worry. I want to go into the country, but during the night. I want to be swallowed by shadows and sit in silence. The shadows of the cave before it was touched by humans. I see it as it should be and shiver at the thought of perfection in darkness, or maybe ignorance. You can't see it, the dirt or evil or whatever it should be called, therefore it is perfection until the light and noise come. Does that make one perfect? Does that make one a nothingness? Does that make for another form of death? A death without dying. Stuff to ponder. I think and want too much. LATER.

In a few hours I will begin a six hour car ride with my parents to my brother's house. I could have gone to Panama City if I so chose, but my parents would like that too much. At my brother's house, they will be put to work cooking and helping in renovation projects. I will be allowed to lie around because I just get in the way. A useless creation.For the past two weeks I have been unable to leave the house 1) My car was put in the shop to try and get the air conditioner fixed and my parents needed their cars, 2)I had my wisdom teeth removed, 3) When the swelling finally went down on the right side of my face(only the right side became swollen),I twisted my ankle, 4) the swelling went down ankle, then the stuff to keep food out were removed and the doctor poked me in the gum and I may now have dry socket. It wouldn't have changed much, I always try to disappear during the summer. I thrive in isolation for some reason. Anyway I need to go pack. LATER

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I'M SOO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LATER

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This past Saturday, I met my roommate, Katie. We played skeeball for a half an hour and got to know each other. She told me she didn't want to room with one of her friends because it may break the friendship. I told her none of my friends were coming. She was like "oh." I told her I don't eat meat, she was on the Atkins diet. I'm like that's cool, but she's like I won't eat meat in front of you. I told her I don't like too many bright colors, she showed up in a bright green t-shirt and bought a bright pink curtain for the closet. This is going to be interesting. I think everything will be fine once she figures out how relaxed I am about things.
I'm kind of pissed off at my mom. She told me since the middle of the year that I would have a job. I did everything I needed to do in a week and a half. I spent two days just sitting on my ass then just said if you need me call me. I AM SO BORED. I keep getting told this summer will just fly by, it's going so fucking slow.
Anyway I had this weird dream that deals with the group. I'm in an airport with the entire school is there, but I'm looking for the group because the plane is about to leave and the security was doing a drug check, but I couldn't find any of you guys. I ran the entire airport and right before I got to the final room I woke up. I got the feeling everybody was there.
I think that's it. LATER

I'm back from the GA Southern orienation and for right now I have the perfect schedule. Nothing comes before 10, at least a half an hour gap, and no classes on Friday. But that's not official. Anyway the entire experiance was creepy. All these happy people. Almost all the girls looked soo skinny, I was worrying about falling and crushing one of them. The school has a huge and just about everything is walking distance from my dorm. The library is open 24/7. I signed up for this program for minority students and made a couple of friends, which was cool. I have to go to work. LATER!!!! PS: I couldn't stand the green anymore and needed to change the looked.

Ok, unless I get different information, nothing is happening on Thursday. For those people who want to go to the movies on Friday, I'm going to get my ticket tomorrow, so if you want me to get you one and just pay me back later let me know.

Today marks a month without meat!!! I've been demoted at work to filing for the moment, but that's fine with me. My roommate and I have been e-mailing each other. She's seems cool. We're trying to arrange a meeting, sometime before getting to the dorms.
I thinks that's everything. LATER.

I'm back from Six Flags. It was all good, until the final rollercoster. At first the seat was too loose and I almost fell out during the ride. Then at the end, while everybody got off, my seat remained locked, but nobody listened to me and kept pushing it down. It stayed like that and they almost couldn't unlock it with the key, which was stupidly made, so one has to stick a rod through a little hoop which is hard to get when somebody is in the seat. I was wondering why the lady before me was crying, I felt like crying. Anyway, I totally recommend Superman, you lie down and look at the ground or the sky, not the tracks. It's so cool.

Special AnnoucemenT: ThurSday, Harry Potter marathon(I think it's still on, somebody please tell me!!!) and Friday at 4:30 at the new theater, Harry Potter 3. You can come to both or pick one.
I think that's all. LATER

Alright people, I have heard very little from many of you people and it makes me sad Are we or aren't we keeping T.N.T. around? Is it going to move to a different date? We need to find days that intercept if that's true.
Anyway here's an open invite: Six Flags($42.99- 34.99 on-line) or White Water( $29.99- $26.99 on-line) or both on Saturday. Six Flags has the offer of bringing in a coke can and get a free ticket when you buy one.
Do what you want with this information, that's where I'm going.
LATER.

Alright, graduation is over with and I finished my first day at work. The best news of all...there are no extra people in the house and I got my room back! It's nice to see my family and all, but I would prefer them stay @ a hotel or something during the night. Anyway, after work I went shopping for some office clothes, then I came home and finally e-mailed the person who may be my room mate, as well as my brother. Finally I would like to thank those who came to the BBQ and say to Peter: you missed the only person who would have commented on your shirt to your face, except in Spanish. I'm going to bring some of the roast pork, which my mom froze, for everybody to try on Thursday, but it will take about an hour at low temperature to reheat(that's what my dad told me to do) Speaking of Thursday, I'll be there at 5:30-6:00, so please call me if you guys are going to be some place else. That's all for now.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!Peace!!!

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I can't get into an account on GA Southern because it was cancelled because of one too many attempts made by the only other people permanetly living in this house, but they shall remain nameless. They put the same password I put in over and over again because your only allowed a number of letters or numbers and they try to add stuff, instead of leaving it and me alone. I want out of this house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Later

Nobody is here yet and I already wish them gone. This is suppose to be about what I feel at the moment, but, for them, I must play a happy hostess. I resign to screaming only in my head as this time is used for birthday parties and special annoucements, then, for just Saturday, they celebrate my graduation. They even planned everything in such a way that I will barely ever see them because I'm in school, they leave next Sunday. Later

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Hey!!!!!
I had nothing to do during lunch so I decided to do a quick update. Starting Saturday my house will be filled beyond capacity and by next Friday, I'm getting sent to my neighbor's house because mine will be over stuffed with people. I just found out that another aunt will be coming by and she has five kids, no clue where they're going to stay. My dad came during second block to remind me to get the extra tickets, they just don't trust me. Yeah, that's it in my life. It's so boring @ home!!!!!!!!!! Blessed Be!!!!!!!Peace!!!!

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yeah it's been a wee bit of time since i updated, so here it goes. Mad Mad house is over and Jaime, the stripper won. I've been having issues with my sinuses and those quizzes raise interesting questions within me. Am i really all that violent? I have tons of restraint otherwise i would have been the real life Jason or something.i am not the dog of satan and i have no plans to swear allegiance to the dark lord, but i have contradicted the catholic church, but i do not blaspheme the Lords name. Oh well, it doesn't matter, i have a headache now. That's all for now.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!!
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HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's been awhile since I've updated. I'll start with mad mad house, which is about to end in such a disappointing way. None of the three are ones that I wanted to win, but there's nothing I can do about it. I will say that my parents don't mind me staying out until 11:30 and watch until the end. My parents came back Friday at about 9:00 pm, right after I got back from Cheddars, which was pretty good, they make good mudslides (it was nonalcoholic). They brought back three porcelain doll-a native American boy doll from Texas,one big doll with long feathers on it, and a small one in a tiger costume. Anyway, the foreign language fair on Saturday was fun. I don't know CSU very well, so Peter had to meet me in the parking lot. I talked to people, kicked some ass in a card game, getting 4,000 yen. MY kite didn't win, but that was just fine with me, hope Helen doesn't mind if I keep it. My parents left for August today for a doctor's appointment at 6:30 in the morning. Hopefully it will get him a higher disability rating, he's at 20% right now. I think that's all for now.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peace!

Happy Easter!!!!

I'll start with Thursday. It was lots of fun, as usual. I'll work on DDR. On Friday, my parents decided to not go to Six Flags because of the chance of rain, but there was no rain Friday or Saturday. On Saturday, I got to try the stuffed french toast from IHOP. It's soo good. Then I went to the farmers market. They sell stuff at a nice price. I've been working on some projects that I may present on boards night. Anyway, I've been keeping contact with my brother in Kuwait. Somebody has been insulting him about his wife and my parents have been giving him some very stupid suggestions. Get the guy to throw the first punch then beat him up, stupid insults to give to the guy if he says stuff. I asked him the only questions they didn't, has he told the guy that he isn't funny? No. Is the guy higher ranking? He didn't answer. Does the guy have many friends? No answer again. He wanted to "drop hints when his friends are around and have them tell the guy. I'll update more later, my dad wants the computer.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!Peace!!!

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My shoulders are sooo burnt from yesterday. Kalan, Catherine, and I walked around for about an hour. It was fun. Now for an explanation on why I don't go outside to often. The sun literally drains me, I can't handle it, hence whenever I go out I get burn, no matter how much sunblock I where. I went home had dinner and fell asleep on the couch until DJ called, he wanted me to call him back when I was fully awake, but I fell back asleep and didn't wake up until 1:00.
Which brings me to some bizarre dreams. There are two that I can remember. One took place with my house in one of those t.v. suburban areas and the animal, with the exception of those if my backyard, were constipated because the lady across the street fed them paint (if they can't take a crap then there are no messes to clean up). She came over to my house with an offer to help me deal with my pets and was about to do a demonstration on Wendy, my brother's chihauhua, but I beat the shit out of her. Then my parents called me inside to eat Taco Bell for dinner and some people that I knew for New Jersey were there. This disturbed me because I haven't seen/thought of them in about a year. They were talking to me, but I couldn't say anything back, just give hand signals. The other had everybody, even Natasha in it, but was so weird for me, I'm not going into it. That's all for now
Blesses Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!!

My parents gave me an early graduation gift today. A new car radio with a CD player!!! If I fail a class, they're taking it back. I'm not worried. They also gave me an $80 dollar gift certificate to Best Buy. I'm going shopping. I don't know what to get! My dad also cleaned my car, but that was just because he didn't want to go anyway in a car with some dolls in it.
My mom was happy with the finding of the scholarships, she's just making me go to her job to work on them because she doesn't want to buy printer ink. I'm spending most of today getting ready for tomorrow, finding the right supplies and cleansing them. Hopefully I can remember everything.
Peter says he just has to put the html stuff on and my new layout will be complete. That's all for now.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!!!

I have found four different scholarships. Hopefully that'll make my parents happy. On to the quick recap of Mad Mad House. We were able to have TNT, Geimer and I went to the NHS induction and scared several people. Afterward we went to Peter's and watched Mad Mad House. Tim was finally taken out, yeah!!!!! Don said did something funny, he made it look like he was going to try to eliminate the person who was immuned*snicker* The thing that Art did with hanging from the ceiling was awesome. I kind of felt sorry for Nicole, almost everybody is against her, it doesn't matter what she acts like, but they're taking it a bit out of proportion and if they take her out the others will try to do it again. Actually, it would be kind of funny because it would be guaranteed to blow up in their faces.
Just a reminder to everybody coming to Sunday's picnic: bring dirt.
If possible why don't you guys bring your favorite incense.
That's all for now.
Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace!